I AM A KILLER — S01E09 — Living with the Consequences

00:00:16 Every once in a while, I'll think about,

00:03:15 As soon as he came in, my mom was waiting on him and it would start.

00:05:25 And the friendship built the longer we spent in that rehab.

00:07:41 I gave it no mind.

00:09:30 He said for protection.

00:11:03 He fell down.

00:12:31 I said, "Keith, you know, it's on you. He's out."

00:15:13 I met Keith through Josh,

00:18:29 That was the Thursday night before he died, and my sister.

00:20:46 They assumed they all went to Fort Lauderdale.

00:22:55 They will wish they never-- They're better off where they're at

00:25:15 And Peggy is also the mother of Josh Nelson.

00:27:04 And she denied it.

00:28:54 but I guess I don't know how much of that went on more

00:30:54 It was... It was-- From the way that the reports read,

00:32:38 I sat her down and I looked at her and I said, "Mom, this is what he's doing to me."

00:35:19 It made him stop for a little while, maybe a month or two,

00:36:30 And I had no job. I had no money.

00:39:20 That was my initial thought--

00:41:35 and, um, there was no forcing or rape.

00:43:28 I wanna remove that pain that I caused from everybody.

00:45:32 But even at that time, I wouldn't do that at them.

00:47:49 Or those things don't dominate my life, you know?

00:49:39 It's not that clear cut. It's... you know?