Holding Moses

00:00:16 A newborn should cry,

00:00:48 And I was like,

00:02:05 that I had no idea how the hell I was ever going

00:02:42 and I couldn't hear out of my ears,

00:03:27 From like, an early age.

00:03:49 And I'll keep checking on you.

00:04:12 and I got pregnant the very first time.

00:05:22 No biting, please.

00:05:53 I know, I know, I know, I know.

00:06:25 Press and then clamp at the end.

00:06:47 and he knows you, and he recognizes you.

00:07:13 of the child that you always think you're gonna have.

00:07:53 Yet, I was still there with a child,

00:08:48 I felt like I was losing my independence,

00:09:16 that I'd ever even given.

00:10:35 he would work our asses off all day on the farm.

00:11:33 Really acutely, for the first two years,

00:12:09 I was like, why aren't they saying,

00:12:52 His name is Joaquin.

00:13:22 And I was like, "Oh my God.

00:14:09 from a child who appears to be missing so much.

00:14:51 until I didn't feel like I needed to do anything over.

00:15:26 This kid that I had to learn how to love,

00:16:04 I'm the one that had to change.