Half a Life

01:00:00 I recounted how I had killed my only friend.

01:23:13 He looks at me intensely hoping for a reaction.

01:23:50 I admire the man his mum lived with.

01:24:24 Michel saw me stretched out, thought I was gone. He fainted.

01:25:16 I dealt with it really badly...

01:25:50 for one or the other, some just would not.

01:26:16 which led to elistist behaviour towards others, belittling.

01:26:46 attack on CFT.

01:27:21 afforded me a critical look at our outfit.

01:27:42 to organize guerilla training for myself in Latin America.

01:28:11 Michel is put in charge of antifascist operations.

01:29:28 Michel Recanati, seen as a leader...

01:30:05 over 3 to 4 years...

01:30:36 ready to smash things to build anew...

01:31:16 Was his life meaningful in relation to all that had happened...

01:31:45 not important where, insofar as he could be part of a group.

01:32:19 the rigor meant i must do this it is my solution.

01:32:49 We passed each other without knowing.

01:33:21 because it was not like him he wanted to know new things...

01:33:54 - Which was Monique's illness. - Yes Monique.

01:34:24 Really deeply; profoundly.

01:34:55 My play, theatre, has been to pretend strength...

01:35:25 I made myself bare from the start...

01:35:53 Kisses. Michel.