Divided Into Zero

00:09:11 I am inside a car...

00:09:27 Exactly five weeks from now...

00:09:37 The steering wheel will shatter and drive itself through his torso.

00:09:53 Five weeks from now... but not now.

00:10:40 There is nothing for me to discover or understand.

00:11:06 Even now I disintegrate in their presence.

00:11:26 And I shall start again.

00:13:44 ...opening me as he had done to my mother.

00:14:05 Whatever the case and in spite of my not remembering the incident...

00:14:36 ...but it is as much a part of me as my fingers, eyes and teeth.

00:15:34 I breathe her taste... taste her smell, marinate in her essence.

00:16:01 She runs across my pores, cleansing them deeply... sweetly.

00:16:24 But I know that it's my destiny to remain divided.

00:16:49 There were tears still moist on her cheeks...

00:17:01 Perhaps the possibility of living without torment...

00:17:13 Whatever the case, I was alone.

00:23:09 For as long as I could remember, I felt like an old man.

00:23:37 It all seems like a faint echo from a past life experience.

00:23:56 I've spent a lifetime working up the strength...

00:24:14 I now know that there will always be ghosts in me.

00:30:54 There is a crack in the center of me.

00:31:18 And all the logic in the world will not save me.

00:31:40 I'm cold in my warmth.